Pretty much everyday I wish I was someone else, or is it anyone else? I can't recall when this started, but it seems like forever.

My neuropathy came back yesterday afternoon. I think the hardest part is the mental aspect. I feel like all of my hopes, dreams and aspirations have been swept away. There were so many things I had wanted to do, now they all seem impossible.

I feel sorry for myself. all. the. time.

I realised to today how little patience I have for my father. He means well, this I know. But there is something that just rubs me the wrong way, check that, it''s everything that rubs me the wrong way. I know I will regret this one day, but I can;t seem to get over the fact, that in the present, he just irritates me.

It looks like the highlight of my day will be Chipotle. This pure pleasure will be coming to an end very soon. I will be trying a 6 week, mostly vegetarian, anti-inflammation diet. Yea, ex-actly, extra cheese please.